you know how, sometimes, you think you're doing everything ok, but in the end you find out you're actually not?

When I was little, during Mother's Day, I wrote my mom a card with the poem I composed. I thought she would appreciate my 1 hour effort.
When she read it, she told me she didn't like it and I shouldn't have described her as " sometimes like a witch". So the consensus was that I was rude, and I was really upset because "witch" was the only other word that rhymed.

Now, all along I thought people liked me and were comfortable with me. But no, it turned out that I was being rude without myself knowing it. The saddest part was the I made an effort to be extra nice and thoughtful by buying presents and such.

And I tell myself, its ok.
Move on.

So for prelims, I studied.. thinking maybe I had a shot at this exams.
I got my hopes too high -- I sucked at the papers anyway.

And in the relationship, I thought we had everything. But maybe something's lacking.. I hate quarreling, I will always relent before the day ends.

Sometimes I envy rena, serena and jennifer.. they already have a life ahead of them which is fixed.

I only wish I had the same to say about myself.