and the song inside my head
is tearing apart my heart
i'm slowly being pulled into a world of dreams
a place where nothing is as it seems
how can i believe in magic
when it's only real in memory
and when i'm dancing on a song
when i'm breathing in every word
but i want to believe.
i want to believe
i want to feel again
i want to dream
i want to live in imaginary dreams
and kiss in imaginary worlds
i want to scream for every knife
i've ever felt in my heart
i want to cry and be okay again
will it ever be okay again?
i see your face in my mind
and the song is telling me lies
painting me the prettiest picture
of life and a dream
another boy, another name
a different dream
but how can it be anything different than life?
hope kisses my lips and i spit
hope kisses my lips and i spit.
i hold my breathe and i begin to choke
i can't believe that there's ever an end
can't believe that there can be happiness in hell
temporary comfort in pain
but there's never a happy ending
almost ready to reach the top
and then i fall and i fall and i fall
and the room spins around and tears me apart
but i want to believe.
i want to believe
i want to feel again
i want to dream
i want to live in imaginary dreams
and kiss in imaginary worlds
i want to scream for every knife
i've ever felt in my heart
i want to cry and be okay again